I am happiest when the golden light touches my skin. When the sand sinks through my toes. Seeing the waves crash. Diving straight in, while everyone else worries about how icey the water is. The sound you hear when swimming against the waves under water. My cheeks are burnt, my hair a comfortable mess, and my eyes are heavy but this is the feeling i adore most. I've missed sunlight more then words can express. Although it's spring, I know this is exactly where I will be the second holidays arrive. 5 more weeks. I'm hanging in there.